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by chuleta frita=) Today at 6:40 pm

aa idk how to explain this feeling, but its killing me!!!!Im tired of this world, Im tired of people, Im tired of living!!!!!! Its like an unexplainable battle in my head!!! I WANT TO MOVE TO AN ICEBERG ND JUST WATCH THE OCEAN...it would be beautiful, If only I could accomplish it. I see no point in my life, at times I feel like Im a waste of space in this world. I know God loves me nd has a purpose for me, I know he died for me but aaaa I feel like Im nothing in this world. I hate it when ppl say "I LOVE YOU" when they dont mean it sincerely it pisses me off. whats the poiint of saying it u dont mean it?? so yeah I just needed to get this out of my system

we are nothing in this world. We're just small broken vessles that God has so much mercy on that He fixes us and He allows us to be someone. I'ts crazy but so very true and amazing. The fact that He loves us and that's all the love we need. He is great and amazing!!!!

Chuleta it does not matter what others think or say of you.Your potential, aspirations etc.are your own. It never matters how many times people say that they love you. My parents and others said it all the time, I still lived how I lived, it did not matter what others said.
You need to love yourself that meaning no matter How many times I can say,yes, Jesus loves you, or even if I say it, I love you Chuleta Frita. It wont matter unless you can accept that love make it your own. Let that be your guidance that you love yourself enough, that you hope the best for yourself. The self assurance that you have your own talents and that they are just that your own. When no one else owns your actions, your spirit, yourself worth or love no matter whether they say I love you or not when they mean it or not it wont matter to you. You love yourself, you own yourself esteem, your own love and when others say it, it is just an addition to how good your heart and spirit feel on a bad day maybe. Sometimes it wont even matter and it wont make you so angry whether others mean it or not or whether they say it or not. Pray for that your self worth and self esteem. Read the word of God we are Christians there for we strive to live as such. Meaning we try to live as much like Jesus as we can. Jesus did not care how much the pharisees hated, or did not believe in him or what he said or did. He loved God and believed in the talents and strengths God had given him. Even one of his disciples stabbed him in the back,Judas, he lived with it let it be his demise came in the end. Judas killed himself. Do as Jesus did move on and let God's strengths and love be your own. Live and let live. Love and let love. Live your life to the fullest knowing that God has the last word in your heart, and mind he controls what happens to you not the people around you.

thanks for the advice=)

I'm on day three of reading that last response almost finished
all i can say is i've been there and as you get older it gets better
seriously ,you do have to get up and make it better ,but it does get way better
don't ever give up